taste of cinnamon

Saturday, August 15, 2009

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Wednesday, May 27, 2009

yesterday is history
tomorrow is a mistery
but today is a gift

thats why its called, present

happy birthday to me! :)
i love you all,
the presents of my life,
my friends,
who are present in my life!

;)

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

where are you?!
somewhere in the world
somewhere i feel very close to
somewhere in my heart in my soul
in your soul
trying to light a candle
make myself appear for you
here i am
right here
in your arms
in your dreams
where my dream meets with yours
where my heart beats for you

butterflies said hi
while they are clapping their wings
they fly to you from me
they are in the middle of the space now
waiting for you to catch them

Thursday, February 05, 2009

is it possible to have a green tea?!
he paused for a second and said
well, yes
i have waited for him to prepare for me a green tea.
than we sat on the table
and he started to talk
than we had breakfast
wondered around the city
still talking
and now i was talking too
next day went out to wonder the city by myself
came back home and told him what i did that day
went to bed
had a good but short sleep
went out again
still talking
came home had dinner
he had to work
i went out but came home earlier
still talking
sharing
sunset, sunrise
songs
coffees, teas
drinks
ideas
secrets
life overall
got along well
still get along well
he became a part of my life
had to leave
but i have a piece from him with me
and he has a piece of me with him
we are in the same universe
under the same clouds, same sun and moon
missing him right beside me
even though he is with me
all the time
i have decided to take care of myself
cause i am unique
one and only

why to treat myself
like i am trying to destroy myself

from now on, this day
tonight
i have decided to take care of myself

treat myself good, nice
how i deserve to be treated.....

Wednesday, February 04, 2009

I wanna go to bed
With arms around me
But wake up on my own
Pretend
That I'm still sleeping
Til' you go home

I can't look at you
This morning
I should probably have a sign
That says
'Leave right now or quicker'
You've overstayed your time

If I don't believe in love
Nothing will last for me
If I don't believe in love
Nothing is safe for me
When I don't believe in love
You're too close to me
And that's why
You have to leave

Maybe I slept peaceful
On your shoulder
Your arm warm around my side
But it's different now
It's morning
And I can't face your smile

The second that I feel
Your safe hands
Reaching out for mine
I slip away and out of sight
You've ovestayed your time

If I don't believe in love
Nothing is good for me
If I don't believe in love
Nothing will last for me
When I don't believe in love
Nothing is new for me
Nothing is wrong for me
And nothing is real for me

When I don't believe in love
Why do you care for me?
When I don't believe in love
Nothing is real for me
If I don't believe in love
You're getting too close to me
And that's why you have to leave
And that's why you have to leave

If I don't believe in love
If I don't believe in love
If I don't believe in love
Nothing is left for me
If I don't believe in love
You're too good for me

by Dido

Saturday, January 10, 2009

tanimadigim bir salonda yuzuyor baliklarim
bilinmeyen biri tarafindan birakilmis elma copleri
artik balkonun altinda bekleyecek yok
ya da kedimin pesinden kosacagi biri

coktan unuttu kedim de ben de.....
notalar bizi alip gotururken
kitaplar ve hikayeler bizi asili tutuyor hayata
asili kalmak istedigimiz olcude tabii ki

kirmizi yesil sari iksirlere basvuruyoruz
unutmak
anlik yok olmak icin

ne zamanki uyaniyoruz
karsilastigimiz gercek hosumuza gitmiyor
ya gidiyoruz baska diyarlara
ya da devam ediyoruz almaya
o renkli iksirlerden

bizi renkli diyarlara goturen......


hepimizin icinde bir alice yok mu? ya da bir masal kahramani
ama hangisinin oldugu onemli degil.
masal kahramanlarinin ortak noktasi nedir?
olmezler, sIkInti cekerler ama sonunda mutlu sona ulasirlar.
biraz macera tabii ki yasanir

sadece ben miyim boyle olan
yoksa gercekten herkes hoslaniyor mu masal kahramani olmaktan
masallardaki gibi bir hayat yasamaktan
zannetmiyorum ki herkes boyle olsun
cunku onlar kucukken masal bile dinlemiyorlar

kaldi ki buyuduklerinde bir nebze de olsa kendilerini burada masal diyarinda hissetsinler.
yapacak birsey yok!

:)
kirmizi iksirimin etkisinde dolaniyorum gecelerde....
ucuyorum bazen sehrin isiklarinin ustunde
bazen de yuzuyorum o muhtesem bogazda
muzik mi beni alip goturen
resimler yaptiran
sonra o resimleri canlandiran

ben mi cok soru soruyorum
hayata
kendime
baskalarina
bulmak istedigim nedir acaba
ve yine bir soru gibi olmayacaksa eger

bulabilecek miyim acaba?

Thursday, January 08, 2009

I wanted to write, but I didn't decide quite so i continue to reading my book. But the music was great and i have felt a wetness on my hand.
Well when I've looked my hand, it was all black. The ink of my pen was all over on my hand now. I've smiled to myself and decided to write this down :) But my pen still cries now I am all over black.
I don't know, what he is trying to say to me. Is he also sad that he left Prague behind?! Or is he so excited to tell the stories about Prague, so he couldn't wait and go step by step, he needed to throw up the ink.
And all this happened while I'm reading my book of Milan Kundera "The Unbearable lightness of Being" page 228. It's funny, it talks about the author on that page. How to write novel characters. Well I have all signs of writing that I should begin to work on my novel, my book. I have Prague all over me! The sprit and the absinth :) The music, the views of Prague, the nights at the reception, the days in every corner of Prague, the smell of brightness, the taste of snow, the touch of sunshine. I have it all with me now. All I have to do is put in the words in a mathematical way and tell our story to people.
It's funny that at the end of the movie Moulin Rouge, Satine says, right before she dies, "Write our story Christian" "Tell them" and Christian wrote his first book.
Since I have my Moulin Rouge adventure in Prague, I really need to write my book. Have to tell them my (our) story. The terrace of the Hotel U Kocku with the view of all the castles, stars, leaving the night and sun, slowly appears on top of the Prague. Softly and gently sends his light in between the clouds. We were listening our songs. The church bell gonged. We hugged, we kissed, we shared, you visited your childhood while I was listening the birds. I was trying to hear what you said too but somehow you got busy with your little image :)
We invented our stories like we are the storytellers.
Green tea, green fairy, old town square, sleepless nights, meeting at the breakfast, jew town, the ticket, that smart jew old lady, castles, cathedrals, birthday boy, the girl with the invisible Santa Hat, Christmas, New Year's Eve, Franz Kafka Cafe, talks, sharing, snow, sunshine, night sun, The Sun Knight, "My Bridge", Charles Bridge, Torture Museum, Chocolate Shop, Czech people, Czech Restaurants, Czech please :), Czech food, Nutcracker, National Theater, Royal Garden, Forbidden area, the birds, Rapunzel, Golden Lane, Vitus, Maria and their crew, Romanian team, Mozart, Wolfgang's Pizzeria, Don Giovanni, Bombay, Harley's, Roxy, El Mojito, Irish Bar, Cafe Ebel, Montmarte, Hopkins!, Karlova 10, shortcuts, Tesco, Alberts, Namestis, fireworks, Hotel Europa, Jazz, Cafe Ungelt, music, Municipal House, the backstage of Don Giovanni, Kampa Island, "The Castle", hot wine, hot chocolate, hot tea with alcohol, cafe louvre, opera building, theaters, shopping, new coat, Bloody Freddy, our own playlist, absinth, green fairy and again green tea on the way back home.

january the 5th 2009 @TK1768 Prague-Istanbul