“Art, especially the stage, is an area where it is impossible to walk without stumbling. There are in store for you many unsuccessful days and whole unsuccessful seasons: there will be great misunderstandings and deep disappointments… you must be prepared for all this, expect it and nevertheless, stubbornly, fanatically follow your own way.”

– Chekhov to his wife

I'm so frustrated. Frustrated as hell!!!!!!

i should be able to fight.
fight with myself, fight with others, fight with the system, fight with the world.