taste of cinnamon

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

where are you?!
somewhere in the world
somewhere i feel very close to
somewhere in my heart in my soul
in your soul
trying to light a candle
make myself appear for you
here i am
right here
in your arms
in your dreams
where my dream meets with yours
where my heart beats for you

butterflies said hi
while they are clapping their wings
they fly to you from me
they are in the middle of the space now
waiting for you to catch them

Thursday, February 05, 2009

is it possible to have a green tea?!
he paused for a second and said
well, yes
i have waited for him to prepare for me a green tea.
than we sat on the table
and he started to talk
than we had breakfast
wondered around the city
still talking
and now i was talking too
next day went out to wonder the city by myself
came back home and told him what i did that day
went to bed
had a good but short sleep
went out again
still talking
came home had dinner
he had to work
i went out but came home earlier
still talking
sharing
sunset, sunrise
songs
coffees, teas
drinks
ideas
secrets
life overall
got along well
still get along well
he became a part of my life
had to leave
but i have a piece from him with me
and he has a piece of me with him
we are in the same universe
under the same clouds, same sun and moon
missing him right beside me
even though he is with me
all the time
i have decided to take care of myself
cause i am unique
one and only

why to treat myself
like i am trying to destroy myself

from now on, this day
tonight
i have decided to take care of myself

treat myself good, nice
how i deserve to be treated.....

Wednesday, February 04, 2009

I wanna go to bed
With arms around me
But wake up on my own
Pretend
That I'm still sleeping
Til' you go home

I can't look at you
This morning
I should probably have a sign
That says
'Leave right now or quicker'
You've overstayed your time

If I don't believe in love
Nothing will last for me
If I don't believe in love
Nothing is safe for me
When I don't believe in love
You're too close to me
And that's why
You have to leave

Maybe I slept peaceful
On your shoulder
Your arm warm around my side
But it's different now
It's morning
And I can't face your smile

The second that I feel
Your safe hands
Reaching out for mine
I slip away and out of sight
You've ovestayed your time

If I don't believe in love
Nothing is good for me
If I don't believe in love
Nothing will last for me
When I don't believe in love
Nothing is new for me
Nothing is wrong for me
And nothing is real for me

When I don't believe in love
Why do you care for me?
When I don't believe in love
Nothing is real for me
If I don't believe in love
You're getting too close to me
And that's why you have to leave
And that's why you have to leave

If I don't believe in love
If I don't believe in love
If I don't believe in love
Nothing is left for me
If I don't believe in love
You're too good for me

by Dido